Hello,
Thanks to all for your lovely messages. Yesterday I met with the cardiologist, a real Bitch, sorry to say so. She was something like 1 hour and a half late thats fine because most of the time doctors are late, when I entered her office she was on the phone ordering her cooker the menu he had to prepare for dinner during 15 mins!!!! Ok fine then she was calling people to talk about whatever bullshit while I was waiting in front of her. Finally she noticed me and took my tension. It was 14 still a bit high. No wonder, I was stressed the whole day. I was stressed because I am still not quite sure I will be allowed to take some holidays, another story! She started to told me that I would have to take a treatment all my life because it can be dangerous blah blah... and prescribed me medecines and some anxiolitic to calm me down!!!!! She gave me an appointment to do the heart scan on friday but I won't go. She stressed me even more. Now I have insomnia which NEVER EVER happened to me, I used to sleep as a marmot. Anyway I called my GP (doctor) in Paris who treat me since I am 10 and he told me that it is fine as long as I am between 13 and 14, to relax myself and he will see me in July (hopefully I will be able to take some leave). He told me that it is probably the stress because he did not recall any hyper-tension in my medical record. He was very nice and told me not to worry too much for the time being. Back in paris I will have to do the heart scan and some more medical checks....Mission life I am telling you not easy to cope with on everyday basis. I am very glad that I have a nice group of friends who are always there, merci la famille Abidjannaise.
Bisous a tous.
fatou xxx